Y do we have to grow up?

Have you ever have this feeling, a feeling where you actually fear to steps into adulthood? Into the working life?

Or maybe I'm the only one.

Today during my french class, we were asked to choose a title and wrote a short paragraph of it... I wanted to write the first title actually, 'votre premier l'histore d'amour - The history of your first love', but I choose not to write it coz I choose not to remember. So I wrote this title instead : 'votre premier jour d'ecole - First day at school' even though I don't really remember it.

So because of writing stuff like this, it actually brought back a lot of memories and some flash back.. Some good, some bad. N it actually made me do a lot of thinking  until I fell asleep in the afternoon and had nightmares.

Now in the final year of degree, which means less than a year from now if everything went well, I will no longer being label as a student anymore but a working adult! N this idea actually kind of scares me. It's like, I really do not want to grow up, I love the life as a student  now even though it is very stressful but I’m pretty sure as a working adult the pressure would not be lesser but even worse.

And the worst is Changes are about to come.. Things will never gonna be the same. For definitely coz it’s another stage, another phase of life. You are going to separate from your friends, moving out from the cosy shelter of your family and step into a dangerous world of unknown (correct me if I'm wrong coz I'm kind of influenced by all my senior friends who always tell me the nightmare of being a working adult.)

I used to complain and sulk a lot, even now about the hard time being a student but when I think twice, I actually enjoyed being a student. I don't have to worry about anything except for personal relationships problems and college assignment. Everything are so well care off especially being the youngest in the family, not everything but I always get what I want. ( It's true even though I always denied this because I hate to being label as princess coz I'm not one if you know me. )

*sigh* ... Maybe I'm not ready. Maybe I'm not sure yet of what I want to do after college. Maybe I did not know what to expect. Maybe I’m worried about the changes. Maybe I'm scared of losing what I have now. And Maybe is all this maybes that make me feel scare.

I wonder if all this worries and doubts are normal or I’m just too emotional?

My Birthday Fairy Tales

Okay, this was a very outdated post that has been pending for so long. Juz waiting for the right mood though. Blogging never fails to cheer me up, I hope it does the same, this time as well.

Alrites, so happy thing to blog was of course none the less the one about my birthday celebration about fortnight ago.

3 different days of celebrations, with him, friends, and families. The one With him was suprise, touch and romance, with a bunch of dearest friends was totally unexpected and whole day with endless suprises , with family was warmth. What else can I ask for? It was the best ever birthday I ever had.

I really felt lucky and bless to have each of them in my life. Thank ya all, my loves.

Let me start and summarize my fairy tales.

On my actual birthday, 30th Sept 2009, was sleeping so soundly but suddenly being awake by syan, amber and kiv who were singing happy birthday song to me with a cheese cake on syan’s hand. I thought I was dreaming or something. Lolx

Drowsily,  I wake up and change. Then went for Dim Sum with them and then went to green box coz they told me they wanna sing k. They acted a bit weird, I knew that they were planning something. But never thought the moment I  opened the door into the KBox, awwwwww

It was filled with balloons, and nic, bro, pling and vian was there too!! ( I never thought they would come esp bro who busy with The race thingy. )

really like a fairy tales, in a room fill with balloons..... *so touch*

with the rendition of 'I do' by 98 degrees. he was supposed to sing ler... =.="

vian & lou poh

my 5IVE BELOVED babi that I'll never trade them for anything. We fight, We quarrel, We emo but nothing will tear us apart....I sincerely hope. *love*

cupcakes with candles...pretty? absolutely... love everything.. ^^

About 4pm, was being dragged by them to play the green box game. I’m so afraid of bursting balloon but in the end I won.  Birthday luck, they said.

Next we yum cha at Kam Woh Tong before we decided to go Itallianies for dinner. After dinner another suprise song and I was made to give a speech... they said 48 words but I ended up being tricked to talk for 5 minutes. My first ever speech. Gosh.I was blushing!

On Sunday, 4th October 2009, dinner with families at Imperial Restaurant. At first it was my dad idea to invite all my firends too, but I find it really weird and I knew some of my closest friend will have problem coming, so after much negotiation and discussion. My dad listened to me, to have this dinner only with my closest family members.

and it was my dad birthday as well on the 1st October, so we suprise him with another cake too.

My very pinkish and huge cake

My naughty bro attack me... it was much worse...

so many gold keys but wonder where's the missing lock... lolx...

For more uncountable photos,  visit my facebook side.

Alrites, thats all for now, I'm much happier. Blogging really make me smile.

I juz came home from my birthday eve dinner with him. I'm still gigling and smiling to myself non stop like a child as if I was insane or something. I was so suprise with what he had juz done.I will talk about this later on,  in my next post when I got all my pichas. Thanks a lot dear. *love*

Anyway, Semester break  almost over. I kind of have a very busy break starting off with minor sickness, then RO fever and TVB dramas fever,  emo shopaholic (don’t mention), family  gathering occasion, some outing that I’ll post soon (don’t have the pics with me) and yes yesterday celebration of my bunny turning 22nd. Voila.

And tomorrow, no its another 30 mins, I’m turning 21. Whoa. I think no one would ever think or thought that I’m actually kind of afraid to turn 21.  I Countldnt imagine the stress of turning and being and adult, the idea of leaving college after graduate, friends going north-south-east-west, then working life and still an uncertain future path, its kinda scary isn’t it?

haha... silly me.

28th September 2009

His Birthday yesterday.  I was so relived and overjoyed when things really goes according to my plan. 

We watched The Ugly Truth – (3 words to summarize this movie – A must watch!!)

Then, we headed to Angus Steak House at Pavilion. Why Angus? Because he hinted few months back that he wanted to try-out. So I made a reservation with this very kind hostess- Ms. Cheng last week and arranged for a birthday surprise after dessert. (a bit of no-no at 1st coz it was a fine dining rest but I’m so so so thankful , they did it for me. I mean for him. Love ya!! )

The ambience :

The Food :

We ordered 5 course dinner set.

1st course - Grilled Cod Fish

2nd course- I wouldn’t say this is nice coz its too rich in cream not flavour. Try the 1 in Gardens 1Utama and this , u’ll know wat i mean.

3rd course- House salad –very freshie

4th course- mine, Mix grilled Seafood

Oh my god!! the squid, the prawns, the scallops is so so so fresh and perfectly grilled. Not too raw, not too cook, juz perfect. And you can taste the sweetness and sea water taste, thats how fresh it is!

His- Tournedos tenderloin wrapped with bacon 250g. No words to describe, Want a perfect grilled steak, please  go to Angus. Steak was so juicy and good that it don’t give u the typical ‘cow smell’ that i used to scare off.

Happy Birthday..*chuckle*

5th course – Tiramisu

Beverage – Mine Fruit punch, His- Chardonnay

A very friendly caucasian guy walk over to us and voluntarily ask to take a photos of us and wishing this b'day boy. Friendliness of strangers. aha.

When Simple is Bliss.

Tired. Exhausted. Traffic jam is so bad out there. Raya Bazaars.  Finaly home from steamboat. Haha.. everyweek steamboat with friends on weekdays and weekend with family,  omg, I just hope I won’t get bored with my fave steamboat.

Ok so tomorrow is going to be the last week before semester break? Happy? No because before that i need to endure assignement deadline, French exam , Law presentation, 6 hours project management class on Friday and 5 hour class on Saturday. Eurghhh.  T.T

Anyway, gotta blog some happy stuff to get my moods up. So nothing much of the week coz as usual rushing one assignement after another.

Kiv came over on monday coz my family all went to genting, left me home alone with my maid and  mum went to work. Have a one whole day juz playing online games, assignment and masak masak. Simple day but i love it.

My maid...so happy to get off day...lolx..

before that he was actually lazing aorund...

cooking something....

n tah daaaaa - hahaha from Chef Kiver. Maggi with eggs, chicken, vege and saussages. Nothing can be more yummy then diz.. ^^

Monday was darling Amber's B'day. I planned a suprise for her during Ms.Sumathi class. so scared that it wouldnt work but  the plan went really well except for some dramas but well, it goes as planned.!

P/s: except for the present part..lolx. hahaha...

Oreo cheese cake. yum yum from Chef Pastry.

candle terpadam...lolx...

the shocked .....

Her smile that makes everything worth it. Happy Birthday again!

P/S will post the pics up on FB today.

Then yum cha session after class everyday at My cafe except Thursday . Friday went out for movies with dear, darlings, bro and bro’s gf. Some emo moment but the rest was happy one.

one of the day at my cafe... was too free.. spotted. lolx.

someday in My cafe...

they were so serious...not because of assignment but RO! 

weird fruit from cold storage again... Fresh Dates Family too. This time its red.

Last week steamboat.... my faves Ham Ham..bluekkk cute..!!

We watched ‘where got ghost’

As usual Jack Neo never let us down. As expected it was very funny indeed with all the hokkien joke but story line were not as touch as before. Maybe because 3 different story, so too short to make the effect really work. But, still good work from him. Worth the watch definitely.

yummies cup cakes.... from him.. =P

lunch 1901,  regular set for 4 of us in the cinema.

Dinner at BBQ plaza... used to go there so often last time...

emo with ber coz she stealed all my pork...

Fried Cabbage by Chef Amber and Commis Syan Lee.

but tak jadi coz the cabbage taste 'NORMAL'.... hahas.

Bro & Lydia.......... always the late 1....hmph..

n oops...ter- bought a sotong from the market to acc me.

Oh yea, my current obsession> RAGNAROK PRIVATE SERVER. Fantabulous game.  Used to play it during high school time but not really understand that time. But now... i can consider a mini pro perhaps? ALEX, NICHOLAS, KIV, KC, BOLEHKAN?  hehehe

My little Bubble - Angeling

My Snow Bunny which I'm so proud off coz I felt like a celebrity in RO, stalker kept asking me where do i get my snow bunny or buff me please whenever I go. But Sometimes it can be very annoying...

Dramatic lifes continue.

Another 2 weeks gone. Hectic, Busy, Heahache, Stress as usual. Assignment deadline are within sight (means more STRESSED!)  coz its already the 6th academic week. Oh my god.

Nonetheless, am still surviving and in between am still able to sneek some FUN time. We got to love ourselft isnt it? lolx. Besides movies, yum cha session at My cafe, RAGNAROK (thanks to KC for the private server) actually took up most of my free time. I;m now a High Priest!! huhu.

and yesterday was one of the most dramatic day in my life so far I think. Another crazy heart beating time. I CALLED 999 FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE!

It was around 12am. I was playing RO. Suddenly there was this explosion sound and the next second my neighbour came running to our house because the electric cabel right in front of her house were on fire and exploding from time to time. We were so scared that it could lead to massive explosion. (its so near to our hse too!!). Every1 busy waking every1 up and the whole neighbourhood. So i was the one who called 999. I called them 3 times and the 3rd time the lady was kind of shouting 'boleh tunggu tak??!' and it took the 'brilliant' M'sia Bomba more than 10 minutes to arrive. Malaysia. Brilliant just so brilliant.

Then the bomaba arrived. Fire slow down. explosion stopped. still kinda shock of what just happened but thank god everything safe and sound. chatted with one of the bomba ( I swear i never knew M'sia could have such a good looking bomba ya know!! I swear he is, even my sis said so  !!)

hand shaking... so this was the only pics I got,  about the last nite drama.

Gosh, I still got so many more assignment to rush, I'll just let these random photos do the most talking. alrites.

Watched Dance Flick with Kiv.

It was the worst ever movie I ever watched. seriously. It was not funny at all. It was almost like the scary movie that make fun of horror film but this made fun of Step Up, High school Musical and Twillight and its seriously not funny but dumb. I was expecting a comedy, something cool but sigh. I rather throw RM 11 down in the river than watching it. eurgh.

Nippon Yataimura Korean Restaurant.

The price was a bit high but the food was really good.!

My Ika Don set... YUMMMIES!

The squid is so fresh and juicy...

His Salmon Belly set... n its YUMMIERR!!

Life in the cam whore lane. hehe.

n spotted : Pink NinJA. \

Family Dinner. JR's Birthday. Happy Birthday Boy!

went to NEO GLOBAL Tapas with Justin, Teck Waye and Kiv for their assignement. A great restaurant and club that i'll try out one day. Meanwhile, thats the crabby made from wine cork from the Chef. cute huh!!  now cutely standing on my table.

Last nite, went to this new BBQ and steamboat buffet restaurant at Sunway Mentari. Forget the restaurant name but its on the same row as My CAfe. n guess what?  it was almost like a taylorian nite. Bump into Reuben and gangs, Jenny and gangs, and kiv's cousin and gang.

Food was yummy especially the 'ba gua' and oreo ice cream. seriously. n the price was soo sos os os os worth it. oh and theres plenty of choices and varieties. ^^

busy eating and every1 running around, so didnt take much photos.

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went to Aeon Mall today to watched Final Destination and Shopping.  Movie was okay but grossed and painful. compare to all the others previous sequel, this movie was just so so. i think this time they focus too much on 3D effect and the impact, so the storyline were not really that interesting.

went to Papa John for dinner. 1st time try out Papa John after  hearing so many good comment.

Little Bunny *love* mignon!! thanks dear

Minestrone soup.

Bread stick.

Super Papa Chicken. Mwahhhhh. Yummylicious. way yum yum than Pizza Hut.

Jalepeno Chilli Pickles. love love love.

so till then again toodles.. Have a good day and Good Nite.