I hate growing up but that's life. It's sucks. Adult's life are full with decision making. n Now I'm in a situation of making an important decision in my life... that's been bugging me for quite a while.

2 offers. 2 Golden Opportunity. 2 different World.

haiz.......................

No one would ever understand, the headache, the thousand of heavy considerations, the fear that even fetched me nightmares, the importance of this shit, the pressure I'm facing right now.

who will?

What if I make the wrong decision?

What if I ends up with nothing at all?

what if that's not what I want?

what if I regret my choice?

What ifs? What ifs? and more what if's?

Finally exploded and cry today. and Thank god, I have you.

My situation right now really make me think of a poem I learnt during literature class back in Form 3;

The road not taken by Robert Frost.

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim
Because it was grassy and wanted wear,
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I marked the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I,
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

Hope I'll be able to make the right choice........

Hope i'll be strong enough,

God Bless me and us please,

Meanwhile,  Happy Wesak Day to all !